What Is It You Want?
What is it that you want?
Is it “knowledge” that you are “That”?
Or “knowledge” that there is only Emptiness,
As the Buddhists say?
Or do you long for Experience,
Not just in transient “spiritual” moments,
But always, with every breath, every heartbeat?
Knowledge is of use
Only if it evokes Experience.
The Experience of Being.
Like wood stored against the winter's cold,
Unburned, it will not warm you.
Filling the Experience of Being
With Warmth and Richness,
Only the Heart will ignite that fire.
That consumes, across the Whole of Being,
The contraction, the felt sense,
Whether Consciousness is the Formless Ground of Being,
Or an endless flow of Causality arising in Emptiness
Is of no consequence, whatsoever,
Unless such knowledge evokes Experience.
You can hear all the words in the world,
And the ember of your Heart will not ignite.
You can see every “teacher du jour”,
And the wellspring of your Heart will not overflow.
You can do 10,000 prostrations,
One million “Om Mane Padme Hums,”
And receive countless empowerments,
And the Sun of your Heart will not Shine.
Without Love's Unbearable Longing,
Teachings are the sound of dry bones crumbling,
The most powerful teachers, no more than mannequins,
And the highest “highs” become only memories.
Only Longing, deep and vast,
Will illumine the mind's understanding,
And reap Holiness
From the arid fields of knowledge.
This is a matter of The Heart,
Not an academic endeavor to be figured out, “gotten”.
One does not “learn” the meaning of the word…