In Sha' Allah

I've no doubt I will die in Wonder,
The mind having collapsed along The Way,
Under the weight of Not Knowing.

What I will most surely not do is die,
Covered by the soil of belief and dogma.

In sha' Allah.

I've no doubt I will die Loving,
No longer seeking to give and receive,
Having become Love Itself.

What I will most surely not do is die,
Wondering if I have “earned” Her Embrace.

In sha' Allah.

I've no doubt I will die Surrendered,
Having released my grip on the rudder,
Adrift upon the Ocean of Grace.

What I will most surely not do,
Is die struggling to be the captain.

In sha' Allah.

I've no doubt that when I die,
“I“ will have long since vanished,
In the arms of The Beautiful One.

What I will most surely not do,
Is die Alone, as myself.

In sha' Allah.

May I Live, Here, Now,
Even as I will Die, There, Then,
Enfolded in Mercy, Compassion, and Grace.

In sha' Allah.